Thursday, March 5, 2009

Take your pick

I am at my wits end. My husband and I have been over this and over this porn issue the last time was the 3rd time I had talked to him about it and told him, well not only told him but cried so much to him telling him how badly it hurt me. And, I have been getting on his computer and checking and he hasnt been watching it. Well, today I came home early and found him in the shower...well I looked at his computer and he had his recent places pulled up and he never EVER looks at that...well sure enough he has been watching it and deleting it off afterwards so I wouldnt find it...Im just hurt. This is the 3rd and final time I am getting lied to. In my eyes he might as well be with another woman cause that would hurt me just as much as this is. Its me or the porn...and I will be telling him this. And if he indeed doesnt stop Im leaving him. I cant do it anymore. Im so sick of hurting over and over again about the same thing and he knows how much it hurts me !!
I just had to get it out...

1 comment:

Courtney said...

Sorry he has put you in this situations hun! I hope that he realizes how good he has it before he pushes you totally away!