Okay so...

Things are better !! Lots and lots better. I know and realize it sounds kinda odd but my husband obviously has an issue. Porn is addicting like a drug or gambling. If the temptation is there its hard to resist. So therefore I took care of the temptation. I made my account on his computer the major account and its password protected so he cant get into it and I set the parental controls on his account to where he can no longer look at websites that are mature content. I checked with him after I did it to make sure that the websites he normally likes to look at like his fantasy baseball or whatever wasnt blocked and it wasnt and he thanked me for doing it actually.
I love him and we gotta work through this. But I cant do it anymore...that was the last chance he gets. But, I really think its different this time.
In other news I had my baby shower yesterday and got lots of cool stuff!! I'm really excited to have her...and I am actually really ready to have her. I am so miserable lately she has her feet in my ribs and it feels like she is about to break my ribs. I swear I never knew it could hurt so much. 9 more weeks or less hopefully less !! PLEASE LESS !!! I want this child outta me!!!!!