Monday, January 26, 2009

What Happened????

I am feeling EXTRA pregnant lately. I swear its like someone hit the preggo button on me cause I am feeling it. I feel the extra ten pounds I have on me and she is laying so low and heavy I feel like she is gonna fall out lol. On top of all that I feel so...no sexy. This is personal I guess but I mean Im pregnant so its obvious you know my hubby and I have sex lol but we were in the middle of doing the deed and he had to stop cause he said he was getting to hot. Now, we were in the shower and it was REALLLLY hot and we did finish a few minutes later but I couldnt shake the feeling that it was because he didnt wanna look at me or I look gross or something. I just feel so huge lately. I just hope he still finds me attractive cause when I look in the mirror I dont find myself thinking that I look attractive anymore. And I used to be pretty confident in the fact that Im not bad looking.
I dunno, Ill shut up about that. I am 24wks and 4 days now...15 weeks left...Oh my gosh it feels so soon but yet so far ! I am so ready !!!!!
I am not looking forward to birth but at the same time I am excited if that makes sense. Its something that not everyone can experience and I get to...its just crazy to think that in just a few months I'll be holding my baby.
Okay well Ill be quiet I just wanted to do a quick update.
Brittany<3

1 comment:

Courtney said...

You are beautiful!!!!!!! Enjoy what is left of your pregnancy and take notice that this is the most natural and beautiful time in your life. I think all first time mom's struggle with the image but embrace the beauty of a life inside you! I know extra weight is always a downer but it is all for good and you wont care a bit if you gained 15 or 50 once you have Kaci in your arms!